I need prayer. I am down and in a rut right now. Things are crashing around me. I know God is in Control. It is hard to trust when everything you hear is negative. I have found myself of being in a situation of looking for a job. I have not had to do this in years and years. Honestly, all of my jobs but one I have been hired because I knew people on the inside. I am scared. I do not interview well. I went on many after graduating college and felt I was not hired because of my weight. I am scared.
All of this leaves me feeling down. When I am down I do not want to work-out and I want comfort food. I am trying to not turn to food. I did miss my workout tonight but am going to have to go tomorrow and watch Biggest Loser later.
Just keep me uplifted in prayer.