Currently trying to decide and unfortunately experiencing at the same time.....
Is it harder to lose someone suddenly without warning or to lose someone slowly and watch them suffer through life?
I have experienced the first and it was awful. I am experiencing the latter and it is awful.
Today was a whoah is me day. Alot of nothing, alot of thinking, a lot of dazing. A lot of eating because thats what I do.
Tomorrow, I put on my big girl panties and not let what I am currently facing stop what I have accomplished so far with my health, I will get my act together and continue my weight battle.
Please pray for my Dad as his health is failing. He fell again today and took 3 of us to get him up. My Mom is frustrated because she cant help. Just pray.