Thursday, January 15, 2015

Prayer

Needing prayer ....very down and very frustrated.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Reflection

Our Pastor has been choosing advent devotions to put in the bulletin each week. He is getting them from a devotional booklet that various members contributed to years ago. The one for this week dates back to 1992 and was written by my brother and I want to share.


The Often Forgotten Gift
John 14:14 and 26
Romans 8:26


At this time of year all of our focus is on God's gift to us, Christ Jesus. The importance of and the great sacrifice God made in giving up His only Son to save us will never be repaid in its full value.


Until the time of Jesus' return, God gave us another gift that is so often forgotten. The only mystery about this gift is why so many Christians tedn to live their lives on their own with no consideration of that power this gift could have. It is like giving a gift at Christmas to someone who is very close to you only to find out years later that this person took these gifts , put them in the closet and never opened them. The contents of these gifts could have made life incredibly easier.


It's the same concept with God's gift to us. What are we missing by not fully using the gift that He gave us? If only we would open His gift, we would find this gift would guide us in all understanding in every aspect of your life. Not just in your worship Sunday, but in our every decision that we have to make. Do you think He would count the hairs on our heads and not help us in every chore and decision we make? I don't think so.


Let's not forget one of His promises that He made to us that can only be fully appreciated after we open His gift to us. " You may ask me for anything in my Name, and I will do it." Isn't about time we unwrap the gift God gave us, the Holy Spirit and benefit walking the Spirit filled life?









Sunday, November 23, 2014

Thoughts

  • Thanksgiving is this week. I am in a depression. I miss my Dad, my brother and the family we used to be. The "New Normal" stinks.
  • Some days I feel guilty because I feel ok knowing they are together with Jesus.
  • Some days I am just angry with everything.
  • Some days I have great days then someone says something and that is the end of the great day.
  • Today someone asked at church....are you placing a poinsettia in the church in memory of your Dad and brother. I stood there and looked at them like why....then it hits me again ,,,they are gone....it still seems so unreal.
  • One thing I have learned is to never question God just keep on believing and having faith....that is what I do because without faith and hope there is nothing. My God is too big and powerful for nothing. I have hope in being reunited with all my loved ones one day....in the mean time....Keeping the Faith!






Love this Christmas Cd.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJ_MGWio-vc










Pentatonix

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Some Things

My sister surprised us on their anniversary and had requested the slide show that was presented at my parent's 50th anniversary celebration 4 years ago. We thought we would never see it again because of stupid decisions and circumstances of a certain person but my sister broke down and asked for it .Lots of tears.


My nephew and I have great conversations in the car. We were driving past the cemetery yesterday and I got a little teary eyed and shared with him that I miss my brother and my Dad, his Be-Bob. This lead into me asking him to guess what I had for dinner last night. His hint was it was Be-Bob's favorite dinner. He first guessed Eggo's, well you have to know my Dad had two Eggo's every morning for breakfast. He then guessed fish. I told him BeBob liked fish but it wasn't his favorite. Now, I have to let you in on a secret. My Dad hated catfish on pure principle that it had whiskers and he loved cats. My Mother and I love fried catfish and she can cook it wonderfully. We would never tell him we were having catfish, we would just say fish. If he was persistent, we were just as persistent at just saying fish and he would eat it. I let my nephew in on this secret about a year ago. So after I said no to the fish answer, he asked, "I think BeBob knows about your catfish secret now". I had to laugh cause I am sure he does know but at this point he didn't care anymore. He finally guessed I had a hamburger but could not guess where from. I finally told him the local What-A-Burger. He would call and say 2 all the way with no salt and they knew it was for Mr. Bob. Lots of smiles after this conversation.


We have been thinking of the 4 words to put on my Dad's marker at the cemetery. He is a veteran and the military provides his marker but with only 4 words. I thought of the perfect phrase but my Mother does not see my sense of humor. My suggestion was....LET GO MY EGGO......I still smile cause of his morning Eggo ritual......when I die tell my family to put something fun on mine. Life is too short to not be silly sometimes. The person that has pre-bought the one across from my brothers and fathers says.....What a strange journey this has been. I laugh everytime I see it .




I do have to say, it is very hard going to gravesite and seeing my brother and my fathers names there. I am so young to have lost the two most important men in my life.





Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Prayers

I know I have not posted in a while. I have things to type then I don't want to type.


Please pray for our family tomorrow as it is a bittersweet day.




My parents would have been married 54 years. He left us 5 weeks shy of that momentous day.




My sister and hubby celebrate their 20th anniversary tomorrow also. What a joyous occasion for them.




Tears will be shed as we remember my Dad and the love that brought me and my siblings in the world.


Smiles will be seen if only briefly of celebrating the sanctity of love and marriage that is still carrying on.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Today

I want to share with you the last two days but I am tired, real tired. I will tell you my Daddy was well honored and the salvation message told and heard and hopefully seeds planted.


Well, off to rest. This is the time of night reality sets in and my heart hurts. Not sleeping much at night because of my active imagination knowing he is no longer in the house as a presence to protect even though in last few years he was slow moving,