Sunday, November 23, 2014


  • Thanksgiving is this week. I am in a depression. I miss my Dad, my brother and the family we used to be. The "New Normal" stinks.
  • Some days I feel guilty because I feel ok knowing they are together with Jesus.
  • Some days I am just angry with everything.
  • Some days I have great days then someone says something and that is the end of the great day.
  • Today someone asked at church....are you placing a poinsettia in the church in memory of your Dad and brother. I stood there and looked at them like why....then it hits me again ,,,they are still seems so unreal.
  • One thing I have learned is to never question God just keep on believing and having faith....that is what I do because without faith and hope there is nothing. My God is too big and powerful for nothing. I have hope in being reunited with all my loved ones one the mean time....Keeping the Faith!

Love this Christmas Cd.